fucking epiphany!!!!

when i had first crushed hard on this guy, atiqah says i was being a shit cos i was putting him first before our friendship (which was really, really tight - i mean, we travelled together for fucks sake!)
according to her, it should have been bros before hos (or the girl-version of if, at least).
obviously that stung at the time

next thing i know the fucking bitch goes for coffee with him
thinking she was having a fling with him
being fully fucking aware i was still crushing hard on him

motherfucking hypocritical bitch!!!! - you broke the motherfucking code!!!

you don't "have a fling" with a guy you know your friend has the hots for
and then accuse me of not being a good friend
and acting all high-and-mighty just cos i was crushing on the guy

fucking epiphany!

you really can't trust people these days

you do NOT go for the person you friend likes
that's so obviously off-limits!

needless to say - i don't trust atiqah anymore
not when she can accuse me of doing something exactly the moment she was doing it herself