Charlotte, North Carolina...
may 14th - 17th....
mike is back! :)

notice!

NKOTB's new vid is out!
always liked 2 in the morning....
jordan knight (& the boys) are delish! :)

banning ian's suit at fina'09?!?!?
wtf?!?

have u ever felt so alone despite being in a room full of people?

is it possible to sink so deep, u thought u've reached rock-bottom, only to find urself sink deeper still?

do u belong?

sounds like dumb questions - questions asked when one wallows in self-pity...

answer is simple - pick urself up and count ur blessings and get on with life...

so easy to say, yet so hard to achieve...

for i AM alone, even though i am surrounded by people...

i continue to SINK deeper into oblivion/self-loathe...

i DON'T belong...

and the winner is....

the 51st annual grammy awards juz ended bout 15minutes ago....

the show:-

• coldplay, jay-z - lost, viva la vida..i LOVED this!!! :)
  
• ti, lil wayne, jay-z, kanye, mia - swagga like us - ...how much greater can this get!!!
• lil wayne. robin thicke, allen toussaint - tie my hands and a tribute to new orleans....i really like this one...:)
  
• sir paul mccartney, dave grohl....awesome...bt dave gemuk?
• JT, al green, boyz II men, keith urban....pretty good...
  
• carrie underwood - she rocked it...
• taylor swift, miley cyrus - 15....man, taylor is soo talented...but i soo wanted a shotgun to shoot miley cyrus!
• jonas brothers and stevie wonder - burnin' up + superstitious....really?

• as far as U2 goes with opening the show....im still not too sure about "get on your boots"...needs more airtime for me...:)
• favourite moment!!! - mark, tom & travis are back!!!! :) travis looked awesome except for tht arm in a sling...and i cant wait!!!! :)
• the show closer - stevie wonder - pretty boring....i think my fave was still when blink 182 brought the house down with their show closer....:)
• rihanna and chris brown were a no-show....its a shame we couldnt see chris brown - not too fussed abt rihanna...:)
• seriously, i think the brits are taking over!!! u've got coldplay, duffy, adele, mia, robert plant, leona lewis - i mean, it's all brits for the song of the year!
  

winners! :-

• coldplay won a few! :)
• adele won a couple! :)
• john mayer!!! he's still got it with a couple more grammys to add to his collection...:)
• wayne won i think 3!...
• kings of leon's sex was on fire with a win! :)
• miss independent was on fire also...
• i was surprised to see tht the BIG winner of the night went to robert plant & alison krauss - i mean, led zeppelin anyone?!?...:)
  

all in all...i LOVED 97% of the night!!! kudos to all....:)

p/s:...did anyone else notice how lazat the following were tht night? :)

• jason mraz
• josh kelley
• john mayer
• t.i.
  

drama of the day...

alhamdullillah, mama's ok....

i got the call, thought it was a prank...turned out to be real...
grabbed a couple of towels, panadol and water, thinking the scratch on the head wasnt all bad...
next thing i knw, they called an ambulance - and it was off to UH....

finally got there - the awesome mama was completely lucid! GCS 15!
u cant get more lucid than making sure i called all her atm banks and creditcards to report and block the accounts...:)

she had a neck brace - duh!
had her trauma XRs done - duh!
got worried cos of c-spine changes + nausea/vomiting
so did a CT head and neck....

it was all good - .alhamdulillah...
took the neckbrace off - which was a relief to her tired neck!
checked the occipital lacerations - thank God they werent too bad
required only a couple of sutures...
observation for about 4-6hrs....
able eat/drink/mobilise...

the police by some great chance got her handbag back
the bloody crooks took her atms + ic + drivers license! BODOH, SIAL, BABI, SETAN!
police report made...hope it'll be easy!

ALHAMDULILLAH!!! i really, really pray tht the CT was normal and clear and dandy...
i really, really do not want this to be the "lucid interval" associated with an epidural haematoma...

FUCK YOU, you fucking snatch thieves! i hope u get wht u deserve for doing this to my mom!

plz God, i pray to You, let this not be an epidural haematoma....amin....

grumbles....

3months suspension?
really? ok...i guess they HAD to do something juz to appease the masses...

i do hope he makes it to rome...
and i REALLY, REALLY hopes he'll stay on for 2012...

*fingers crossed*
still a loyal fan....:)

PISSED!!!

feb23 - why did it have to be on this day - FOB, ft AAR & Hey Monday....

1st - i miss the concert itself...
2nd - now i miss the chance to "meet & greet" tyson....:(

bloody pissed!!!

McYummy....:)

finally! after 4wks in UH, i saw a McYummy...:)
he's an ED dr....
dr izzat (how similar is tht to mr izzard?!?)
*swoon*....:)

reckless abandon...

http://www.usmagazine.com/news/michael-phelps-apologizes+for+drug+photos

oh for God's sake!
he is a kid!
he's only 23!
he wants to be normal
give him a break!

but i guess, given his situation - athlete and 14gold Olympian - he ought to be careful and NOT have his photo taken, seeing as how marijuana is banned under World Anti-Doping Agency rules..

"I engaged in behavior which was regrettable and demonstrated bad judgment. I'm 23 years old and despite the successes I've had in the pool, I acted in a youthful and inappropriate way, not in a manner people have come to expect from me. For this, I am sorry. I promise my fans and the public it will not happen again."

but hey,
to err is human...