there is something seriously wrong with this picture...
i am quite often surrounded by people....
good people, people im proud to call mi amigos...
yet....im empty...
i feel soo cold and alone...
the smiles are fake....i knw they are for they don't reach my eyes...

i constantly wanna crawl into a ball, get into the foetal position and cry...
i wanna grab tht scalpel i stare at everyday and cut the pain away...

it has to be super odd when the songs i identify most with right now are:
1) blink 182's adams song
2) pixies's i bleed

as if it'll make much difference if im here of not...
i jz wish my parents would understand tht its NOT their fault....