DONE!

yes..the bloody MBChB V finals are over!

the only spark in this fckn ordeal was today's osce - which i am ever so grateful to Allah for, cos i actually knew wht direction to head for my hx and examination stations - im obviously NOT saying i was awesome, i was juz glad tht despite being a bumbling-babbling-idiot, i actually knew (sorta) wht i was doing.....

my stations:

1. surgical hx - claudication
2. med exam - parkinson's
3. med exam - cardio (murmur + HF management + RA hands with gouty tophus)
4. surgical exam - spleen

i still strongly believe im gonna fail and have to re-do this horrible yr again, bt at this moment, the feeling of "..aaah...it's OVER" juz trumps any other feeling...:)

i juz pray tht i wont be at the receiving end of THE phone-call....

All-Star Guitar Hero

mike! tony hawk!
kobe, alex rodriguez

i really hope my incompetence doesnt end up killing patients.....

its tmrw!

somebody's gotta fail..

somebody's gotta fit into tht failure quota...

at least ONE imu's gotta fail...

at the rate im going...

looks like it'll be me...:(

*sigh*....

dear abah and ma, sorry im such a screw-up/failure...

oscillation?!?

this is a rough excerpt of my conversation with mama yesterday - bloody hillarious! :)

mama: tell me again wht exactly your OSCE exam is?
me: OSCE = objective structured clinical examination
mama: oooh...O.S.C.E.....ok...when i tell ppl, they keep asking me about oscillation..
me: oscillation? bt im doing medicine - not physics! - why oscillation?
mama: i dunno...u juz did urology right...oscillation might play a part....
me: haha...bt isnt it dangling, as opposed to oscillation?...and NO! either way, they dont play a part in the urology assessment....

moms are the best aren't they? ;)

there's a girlfriend?

really?

i hope it's juz a rumour....

travis update!

http://omg.yahoo.com/news/travis-barker-i-m-just-thankful-to-be-alive/13958

yay! :)

urology - clinic...

patients are crazy!

seriously.....

urology - day2....

saw a total (L) nephrectomy today

due to a renal cell carcinoma...

bloody huge-ass kidney!!!

awesome....:)

urology...

seriously?

grrr....

14 days to go

i'm sooo fucked!

ORLHNS - day5...last day...

• last day - so sad!
• today was head and neck clinic - lotsa interesting head & neck malignancies...
• it was a good week...gonna miss ORLHNS....
• wish i could do and see more...:)

ORLHNS - day4...

• recurrent respiratory papillomatosis - debridement of the larynx + antiviral injection on vocal folds
• rhinoplasty + septoplasty - it was awesome seeing mr simcock chip away at the nasal septal cartilage and nasal bones! :)
• excision of carotid body tumour - omg!!!! talk abt anatomy!!! it was soo cool seeing the structures of the neck! - from the internal & external carotids with the hypoglossal...:)

ORLHNS - day3...

omg!

• i am now uber-motivated to study and pass cos i sooo wanna be a fellow of the college of ORLHNS!!!!
• ORL + some plastics + some orthopaedics + some vascular = bloody awesome! :)
• plus, they're a really, really nice cohort!
• working under mark izzard wouldn't be too bad either...;)

EID!

its syawal once again....time for us all to rejoice! :)

to all my friends - SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!

i would like to apologise for ALL my wrongs to u!

i wish i was home with the yayha clan and all my loved ones....bt since i can't i'll always have all of u in my mind....