it's really sad that i don't believe in friendship anymore
i believe that i can still be a good friend - that i will be there should said friend need me
but i no longer believe that it is reciprocal
and i no longer expect it

i know that's an over-generalization
but the world looks different when you've had people who were "friends" turn their back on you
turn their backs when you needed a shoulder to cry on the most

maybe that will change
i hope it will change