the downside of pushing people away is that you're left with nobody in the end

having that said that, it wasn't like there was anybody there in the first place

those who get pushed away wanna be pushed away anyway

you just can't and won't deal with me - which is fine by me

so don't pretend that I'm upsetting you when I push you away

this just reaffirms my believe that people leave. that friends are not real