Tuesday, June 10, 2008

jaded.despondent.stupid.alone.empty.paralysed

other than being a complete fuck-up and total dissapointment, i can honestly say tht i cant think of anything else tht i mite even remotely be good at...

wht's wrong with me?
knowing wht i knw now, i think my BIGGEST regret is not ever having a proper, formal aptitude test...i would pay BIG money now to juz go back and have one done...at least then, i can maybe see if im good at something....*sigh....wishful thinking*....

1 comment:

Chuen said...

Hey nana, some of the things off the top of my head that i'm certain you're good at are

-making people laugh
-organizing big events eg.drama club productions that normal individuals ie.me cannot even begin to imagine organizing
-taking up leadership roles eg.m2/04 convo mag that other less competent individuals ie.me cannot even begin to imagine leading

and a whole host of other things. i certainly could not have done any of the above and neither could a lot of other people simply because we were all created with different gifts and talents. God, who created everything we see around us would never have created humans with nothing to offer. we all have gifts and talents. sometimes we just have to sit up, listen to the people around us and acknowledge it. I really really believe from the bottom of my heart that you've got SO MUCH in store for you based on all the things i've seen you achieve thus far. And that's just within our 5 years of friendship. you have so much going for you nana! pls don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.

xo
Chuen