soo last year! :)

OmgOmgOmg!

im sooo over R1 :)

i see him everyday and...

NOTHING! NADA! ZIP! ZILCH! ZERO! :)

i mean i still say he is a good-looking man

and really good surgically and clinically

(yes, see how the hero-worship first started)

BUT....

i can't figure out what it is about him

that made me go GaGa and giggly like a 16-yr old high school female!

BOOM! :):)

now time to really wean-off R2

(managed NOT to text him today!

THAT is what i call progress!)

right...

what did i get myself into now!!!

uncertain:

so...i now have his photo on my phone...

and its all HIS fault!

sad:

vincent's leaving for palmy tmrw...:(

happy:

he's got a spare room in the place he may move into in palmy...

can anybody say ROADTRIP!!! :)

wigged out:

my beloved BFF has decided to make it her mission to find me a good malay boy...

can anybody say ERRR....

this is so NOT helping my cause!

lolz.....from texting to whatsapp?

HAHAHAHA

so the more i hang out with him (we just had lunch in the city together)

and text/talk to him...

i think we're in that "friend-zone"...

and i think i can be good friends with him...

i think im getting over the acute-phase crushing on him...

so yeah...

that's a good thing....:)

boys = monkeys!

i finally sleep at 4am....

then i suddenly hear not 1, but THREE text messages come thru consecutively....

here i am wondering "damn, is it time to wake up already?"

followed by "why on earth is there 3 texts in a row??

then i find that im not surprised that HE's doing it...

like he has done in the past...what a monkey!

and he doesnt stop!

i haven't even had a chance to reply and he texts summore!

doesnt matter that i've only been asleep for 3 hours....

training me it seems....

since i wanna do Gen Surg....

this is exactly what he did when he texted me at 4am last time!

boys = monkeys!

nak bleh tak?

i wanna be 40kgs again..

but WITHOUT the amenorrhea...

ok laa...seems drastic....

i'd be happy with 45kgs...

hmmmm.....

definitely need to do that EuroTrip next year...

cos then if my friends wont do it for me this year,

i'm gonna have to try and get me some of those less-than-legal diet pills...

yes, i am aware that i may have hepatotoxicity due to the pills...but hey, the liver regenerates, no?

and yes, rapid weight loss and gain could lead to cholelithiasis....

i can avoid that cant it?

hmmmm....

No, it is NOT weird being his HO

even though the last time we met,

he gave me a hickie

After all, it is only for 2 weeks...

and im SOOO over him...:)

detox...

its been 4 days since i last laid eyes on R2

last saw him 1.30am sat mane...

today is the first day i've not texted him...

ok...detox starting off on a good start?

- obviously im secretly wishing he'd text me :) -

*sigh*