wow.
i truly, TRULY am alone

if you have that one person you can tell your deepest, darkest pains to - you're lucky.
someone you can bare your soul to

you are fortunate if you have that person - that true person for life
hold that person tightly for it is truly the most precious thing you'll ever have

having to keep everything in can only last you so long
after that it eats at you
but i just have to carry on
i'm certain it'll lead me to an early grave - be it an MI or an ulcer

but there's nothing much you can do when you're alone