i am alone in a crowded room

can't talk to her no more - not about stuff that matters at least
can't talk to him no more - not after finding out im naive and immature
can't talk to him - not after i betrayed him
can't talk to her - she's got bigger, better things on her plate and i don't think she could ever handle what i've done, what i'm doing, what i think, what i have to say

there really isn't anyone i can ever open up to
some things, some thoughts just cannot be verbalized

i am alone through the mind-fuck
oh well, gotta suck it up, huh