this whole weaning-off business is mighty difficult to pull off!

i tried my darndest NOT to think about R...in fact, i didnt even ask nurul about him today...
she mentioned him once...
and when i went to meet her in apu, there he was...
R...all yummy in his scrubs....*sigh*....
it was good talking/joking with him....

but i gotta wean off R!!!!